#I don’t want to be here anymore

[musicblocks]

What the hell…I’m already loosing most of my rights now im gonna loose all the big fics I’ve been working on and everything else is gonna get fucked up too :[

Readers, make sure you have all your favourite Ao3 fics downloaded.

Writers, make sure you have copies of all the fics you have posted on Ao3.

I don’t want to be alarming, but things could get really bad really fast. OTW shared this today on Twitter, and I'm a bit worried about it 😅

Ao3 is a non-profit organisation. If they have to start paying taxes, I have no idea what will happen.

[chrissy-kaos]

I’m not well.. 😭

[infpisme]

I do get tired of humans.

Audrey Niffenegger, The Time Traveler's Wife

[clancysjumpsuit]

right now the ocean is blacker than black. the sky is too

[b0a-c0nstrictor]

I’m thinking about ending it I don’t know what to do anymore everything would be better if I just died I’m really close to stabbing myself

[beautifulandraretoevenexist]

How can you tell your mother, home is not your home anymore? That everytime you come back here it feels more alien. How can you tell her that this is not your safe place anymore and you don’t want to be here?

I romanticise this place when I have lonely days, but in reality, every time I come home I am reminded how much I hate it. How much it drains me, and how much I wish I was free to be untethered from it forever.

How do you say I love you, but I don’t love this place anymore?

How do you say I love you, but I wish I didn’t have a reason to come back?

[autismisthebest]

I wish my mom had an abortion

[xanaxxx-aunt]

I really need to stop doing drugs

But I can’t, partly because it’s one of the only times I feel okay and partly because I hope one of these days I’ll OD and finally be free of this hell life

I don’t think I’ll ever be okay again

[justsomerandomgay]

one day they’ll realise they deserve better than me.

one day they’ll realise they shouldn’t care about me.

one day they’ll realise i destroy everything i touch.

one day they’ll realise there’s something broken in my brain.

one day they’ll realise i can never be a good friend.

one day they’ll realise i’m a waste of time and space.

one day they’ll realise i’m not real.

one day they’ll realise i’m putting up a facade.

one day they’ll realise they don’t love me.

one day they’ll realise i could hurt them.

one day they’ll realise.

one day they’ll realise and then i can finally leave.

[addictt-with-a-pen]

I Don’t Want to Be Here Anymore // Lower than Atlantis

[beajmurphy2004]

The Narcissist

You no longer know me

And it seems that you never have

I don’t want to talk to you anymore

Because it is always about you

Especially when I’m telling you

How you hurt me

And then you tell me that you

Hurt me because of me

And that I’m just hurting myself

Because you wouldn’t do that

[chrissy-kaos]

I literally fucking hate people.. this is a real text I got this morning at 5:40am. Like wtf. Y’all wonder why I want to live in Antarctica and never seen another human ever again… this is why.

[worstlovesong]

Julien’s points about social media and the fucking phone being the problem. She’s right.

[bellatrixxmarierose]

How was I supposed to know

I'd feel nothin' in my bones?

Been puttin' on a show for everybody but me

I've been comin' home alone

Dyin' fast and livin' low

At least that's how it feels when I can't sleep

If I fade away

Will they miss me?

They call my name

But it's too late

Am I supposed to know

I'd feel nothin' in my bones?

Been puttin' on a show

Shapeshiftin'

[shattered-dreamer]

I keep saying I’ll survive, but I’m not really sure if I will. I don’t think I want to.

[calamityman]

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